I used to be too deep inside my head. Now I am too far out of my skin. I will never think again. Now I will tear myself away to cover you. I will never think again. I will never think again. Lust love you.
It is time to let it all go. I will leave it here for no one to find. I will hide it well beneath the folds. So that it may not be absorbed by any one mind. Let me be free of the weight. This grief, this shame I am no longer willing to bare. Your cross
"Spoiled Brat" Pretentious and Pitiful Pretentious and Pitiful Nothing earned and nothing begged Builds only entitlement Cut me, Cut me Cut me, Look at me Pretentious and Pitiful Pretentious and Pitiful Look at me Look at my body Oh daddy I cut me Pretentious and Pitiful
I keep thinking about selling my ring But I am not ready I should be You let me wear it with no real desire to marry me Knowing I was a place holder You have since told me so I remember the first time I suspected something I felt so betrayed I took it off That was in 2018 We had been engaged four years at that point How could I have been such a fool Me- wondering why you were so hateful to my womanhood And still I married you two years later Divorced the next year A fool no more Love- no more Respect for you- no more Family- no more Future- no more Friends- no more And still I am not ready