Last weekend you threw me a wonderful 45 birthday party. Made a very special post about how amazing I was and had come into your life, saved you so to speak. Now two days later I am sent a message telling me you are looking at a woman who was brought as a guest. Candice. I went into your always open email and there I found proof. You emailed yourself, from you personal to work email, first and last name. I asked about it and you said, "well, it's because we haven't been getting along very well" WHAT? We have been together a year and 8 months and have had maybe three disagreements. One of them a little heavy as I had to push you to communicate. I am realizing that you have a fear of accountability and confrontation. Even if it is beneficial, you just don't want to do it. It's like nothing I have ever seen before. Still, what is it that you have just done? Do I let it go? Do I let you go?