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Contemplation on the essentials....

I left a very well paying Corporate career to go back to school and finish my degree..... no, not a Bull Shit degree- although some day's it feels like that. Just for a year I thought. Now that I'm in it-  Can I do it? I am already struggling with the decrease in pay, bringing me right back to my early single mom day's-  but I want it. I want to do more- I want to make even more money. Not for me... I am not a spender for myself ( unless its vinyl records, Doc's , Bands or Mid-Century shit)... no, I want to take care of my family in a huge way. Set them up for total success. I am looking at two more years of struggle.... sigh.

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